Prayer is a meeting of place, time, and the individual. It
is referred to in Hasidut as Ashan (smoke) which is an acronym for olam (world,
place), sha’ah (hour, time), and nefesh (soul, person). In my last blog I
discussed how I experience finding myself in time. But the concept of place is
strange when talking about prayer. Just as prayer is non-time bound or
timeless, it can also be done anywhere and has a nowhere aspect to it. After
all, you can connect with God anywhere because he is everywhere. I said before
that I thought prayer was timeless, so we should be praying all the time. Also,
if we are praying all the time, anywhere we are go , we are there to discover
the aspect of God hidden in that place, that can only be revealed through the
once-in-an-eternity occurrence of us being there at that specific time. There
is an unfortunate aspect of modern life and Google earth. We have forgotten and
become disconnected with the experience of place. Virtual reality is
grammatically incorrect; there is no virtue in it at all. My birthday is a
special day and celebrating it a day later is not the same. A holiday is a
special day and blowing the shofar on Sukkot does nothing. In the same manner,
places have their own special identity and effect. And we connect to them in a
unique way. It is an unfortunate inherent flaw in the very concept of the
United States. America is not a homeland, except to the Native Americans and
Eskimos. Even the Spanish Speakers in Central and South America do not have a
family, genetic, connection to the land. World War One rearranged the world
map, messing with the concept of nationality.
I feel that was one of the reasons for establishing the League of Nations
after that war; to try to make sense out of something that had been eternally
clear and self-evident, and was now an indecipherable mess. A person used to be
defined by where he was. Now, the concept of place is not understood. Most
people believe that every place is like the other. Not only is that incorrect,
but I feel that to believe so is evil. It isn’t wrong, because there is some
truth to that statement. It is correct, but evil. I am fascinated by Las Vegas.
It is remarkable that they built Las Vegas to look like anywhere and
everywhere. You might have thought the Eifel Tower was special to Paris, but
no. It can be anywhere. Even in the middle of the Nevada desert. Same for the
Sphinx, and the Statue of Liberty. You might have thought that you were in a
desert except for the spectacular displays of water. It is all a massive
deception. I could be wrong, but I think that prayer is a point of truth in our
daily life. Truth is what you want to build your life around. In order to do
that we have to have a clear and undisguised concept of who we are and where we
stand in creation. The unique experience of reality of when we are, where we
are, and who we are. Every place is unique. Who we are when we stand on that
space is unique. The Gemara in Brachot says that if you are praying outside of
Israel, you should direct your heart towards Israel, if you are in Israel you
should direct your heart towards Jerusalem, in Jerusalem toward the Temple
mount, on the Temple mount towards the Holy of Holies, in the Holy of holies
towards the seat of mercy. The Gemara could have given one direction for all.
It is clear that your essential self and your prayer are a product of where you
are. A Jew outside of Israel is essentially different than a Jew in Israel, and
his prayers are necessarily different. Coming physically closer to the Holy of
Holies raises your spiritual consciousness. After Adam sinned, the first
question God asks him is “Where are you?” It is a strange question, given the
circumstances.
When you turn to talk to God, the first question you need to
ask is ‘Where am I?’
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